Burn the Bridges Down.

From Dheirya BhattLortzingweg 23A, Paderborn, 33102

To, Anyone who is reading!

Subject: Худую траву с поля вон / Bad weed out of the field / કુસંગત છોડવી. !!!

Hallo, નમસ્કાર, Privet, Hello!

After a whole month, I am writing this blog.

In my Instagram, Conversation with my Brother, my friends from Marburg, and also a lot of self talk I have told that, “Why did I stop writing Blogs and also my weekly journal!, Hmm…” I still did not understand…

But as far as I can realise that, “I can write better when I am sad, But Sometimes, I should write the beautiful things happening to me in my blogs” said to myself.

So don’t you worry, I am writing this blog in such a happy way…. that I cannot describe how my face looks like right now, I hope that you can jump from screen and see my big ass smile.

But let’s give you some Update, as the email title shows…

(My Friends who will be laughing their ass off when they see my next header)

TO BE HONEST,

There is no update at all for you to know. After my trip to Amsterdam, I am so fucking happy and relaxed!

What I did that I feel so happy and relaxed, I will explain this in Learning from Russian Statement.

```plain text Худую траву с поля вон

That translates to in English and Also my Mother Language, Gujarati


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Bad weed out of the field. [English]
&
કુસંગત છોડવી. [Gujarati]

I have learnt this from somewhere, and if I clarify this in a beautiful manner it is like,

plain text If you are so sure, why don't you burn the bridges down?

So eventually, I made my peace with my bad experiences. It was a very exhausting time for me, where during the last 6-7 months, I was living in the perspective or I can say I was living in such a manner that was not meant for me.

So from one to many people, A lot of people, there are different opinion about me. But at the end Who am I to convince all of those people?

I turned my life around because I thought other people who don’t even know me so well… or I can say the people who don’t know how to pronounce my name told me that what you are doing wrong and what’s wrong with me.

But just like I said, If my family, my close friends tell me something that I should work on… I will take this as a Constructive Criticism, but not other people.

So, That’s where this saying comes in. I was so sure after I understood that I don’t need to care about what other people think about me.

and that’s where I burnt the bridges down… because I was sure…

Life after that is super awesome……….

Because I am a human of all kind, I overthink about this topic. But that’s all right. There are so many questions unanswered, like why only this thing happened to me?, Am I or Am I not the person that they described me as?, What could I have done better?, They go along with all different people and not me? –> Am I too bad person?

Remember all of these questions and overthinking comes and goes. Because I highly trust and understand one thing, “Not Every Questions will be Answered, Not every chapter will be closed, Not Everything will go according to your plan… Because in the world full of sunshine’s and rainbows there is always clouds which come now and then.” and these moments are really special for us because it gives you learnings from that phase.

With that I close my this blog,

Dann Bis Dann! Best Regards / M.f.G Dheirya (Dee)